CHAMELEON
I
have written enough about life, the way it is, the way it should be, and people
who make my world, sadly every time I write a blog I realize I write so deep.
Wonder why, when I talk to people outside I’m so hyper-active, but when I talk
to myself by way of writing blogs I talk emotional and philosophical. People
say I have a positive energy wonder why I don’t give that energy to myself. And
when I say this my sole is confused about who I am. Am I really the hyperactive,
retarded girl as I portray myself to this outside world or am I the most
serious and philosophically matured lady, who thinks so much about my little
known future. Why is it that I have two different characters within myself? Or
is it just that certain behavior over rides the other at certain places and at
certain times. If so why is it that I’m not hyper at places where I am
generally quiet, and quiet at places generally I’m hyper? What inhibits me from
being the same everywhere? Is it the people around me?
So many questions keep going on in my mind and
after asking so many questions I’m still confused don’t know when I will find
answers to these questions. Weird of all I wonder if everybody has such things
going on in their minds. Wonder if everybody has such split personalities In
them and when I say this I start feeling like a woman with super powers, having
capability of a chameleon changing characters at different places. Apparently
this sounds evil because a chameleon is always portrayed that way. But, yet I
know I’m not as evil as chameleon for, after all I change characters just to
protect myself from the different creatures of God around me. Well that way
even a chameleon does the same, protects itself from different creatures around
it, why is it that a chameleon is branded a cheat. Does that mean when we
protect ourselves we are cheats in this world? I think I should stop this blog
with this and give time for you people to think about it. Meanwhile I will
think about my next topic to pen
photo courtesy:- Pradeep Kumar(Brother)
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ReplyDeleteDeeply in love with this blog <3 It has nothing to do with cheating dear..Its just that we make ourselves more adaptable and more flexible to the changing situations....If I think deeply about this...I wonder how many personalities do I have inside me!!!Strange but True!!!!Love it Vaish!!!!!!!My most favourite blog of Urs "CHAMELEON" :) :)
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