FEAR

Everybody has a fear about one certain thing in this world sometimes it’s about the most silliest thing on this world like ants and cockroaches or some people have this weirdest fear of death, some are constantly scared of encountering the un existing ghosts in their life or some just scared that they will be beaten up by their parents for any silly thing they do on a daily basis. Some might be scared of facing their boss or some may be scared of facing natural calamities, some of terrorists or bomb blasts. Some may be scared of nights because they have insomnia or some may be scared of days because they have Heliophobia (Fear of sun). There could be fear of driving a cycle or being hijacked while travelling in a flight. Some are feared of losing half a mark in an exam and thereby flunking in the exam or some loosing half mark for cent-um. Some are feared of praying to god, some are scared of betraying god by praying less. A new born will be scared to face the light of this world for the first time and a man in his death bed will be scared to face darkness of death for first time. This four letter word called fear has manifested itself into so many forms and has occupied a major part in every man’s life. Nevertheless like everybody I too have one fear in life. A fear which has constantly shown me the right path to lead this world with determination and zeal. A fear of fulfilling my reason for birth. A fear which has helped me keep the promises I made to myself and to God. The promise being to conquer my world through sheer love and honesty, the constant fear of breaking this promise.

Joyeux anniversaire !!

One year sounds such a short period, but this one year is such a long journey in my life. This is a journey which showed me the real life lying ahead of me. It’s been one year since I started earning my own penny and saving too. It’s been a year since I moved out of the comfortable shelter which my parents, my school, my college had given me all these years. It’s been a year since I started handling real people in my life other than my own friends and surroundings. It’s been a year since I started putting in meager amount of money along with my dad for household expenses.. (Which is mostly getting my own cosmetics, trying out new accessories, trying to set my own style statement!!! :P :P) I’m sure this would have helped my dad reduce his monthly expense to half. It’s been a year since my loved friends from college left me and went across sea’s to start their own journey of life, and as it is rightly said “When you close some doors it also means you are opening other doors.” I also met few of the best people in my life in this one year. It’s been almost a year since I stopped dancing. A year has passed since I stopped worrying about being a health freak, because this IT job demands a lot of coffee, tea, snacks, break, treat, and so on. I am no more the person who used to keep a diet book and monitor what I eat, anything and everything I see edible I indulge in tasting it. Most important of all it’s been a year since I wrote tests and exams, last minute studying has become a forgotten ritual in my life. Well, it’s also been a year since I started writing blogs!!!! So many of you have constantly encouraged me in this process, some have really taken care in reading and giving valuable suggestions every time. One or two have always laughed at me for my attempt of writing blogs, I’m pretty sure many are waiting to spam my BlogSpot the next time I share my blogs with them, nevertheless I love to write and I will keep writing till my heart says to stop. Because,

“We should remember that wherever your heart is, you’ll find your treasure there”-Paulo Coelho!!