A KEEPSAKE FOR MOTHER

It’s been quite some time since I wrote standstill, and my life is still in standstill. I realize there is nothing much I can do about it either, one thing I understood in this three months of my life is we don’t have control over everything that is happening in our lives so just live the way it is instead of worrying about it and life seems much simpler that way. Nowadays I look forward for weekends because not only I get off from my usual activities but, I get to do unusual things one such thing is writing blogs. Wonder how I have changed over the years, once a book worm who never used to go out any were, hardly stays in house during weekends nowadays. Either I go out with my companion mom, or my loving friends. Wait a moment when I talk about my mom I just realized how very important part she has played in my life. She has not only been my mom but a good friend, she has taken the role of sister who listens to all my sorrows and worries though she does not know to give any solution for it. But still I like to share everything with her god knows why. She is probably that one person who I can always trust upon, I know she will always be by my side. People say I have a childish charm in me, for those of you it’s from my mom I got it. Married at a very young age, hardly had she lived a life for herself, hardly she knows about the outside world. Her word is always within the four of us. Sometimes, no all most all the time I feel like I’m her mom who keeps advising her on crucial aspects of life, so innocent even at her forties, I really feel pity about her. She is one doll who will dance to everybody’s tune in my house, and even without the slightest haste which makes her a perfect human. So much she does to satisfy all our needs the whole day and the moment something slightly goes wrong it is she who is blamed for and even is scolded by everybody in the house irrespective of age, why I do it myself at times. I really wonder if I will ever acquire her traits, her patience and passion in living for others. But all I can do as of now is to dedicate this blog for her though I know she will not be able to appreciate what I’ve given her now.

A GIRL SHE IS-SACRIFICES!!

A girl she is. A girl she is born into a mediocre family. A girl she is born with a zeal and determination in life to conquer her world. But, A GIRL SHE IS….

Sacrifice is what she learnt in her life being born as a girl. Sacrifice her dream, sacrifice her ambition, sacrifice her happiness, and sacrifice her life in the end for the people around her who made up her world.

On the very first day when she entered this world she had to sacrifice her better half to god for no apparent reasons she could find. Well she was not born perfect either at least to the outside world. Not a cute baby, thin as a stick but grew up to be huge and chubby still not an adorable kid either. So had to sacrifice her chocolates and cookies, at a young age. Sacrifice her sleep in the morning at the age of six and go for workouts, sounds crazy but ya she did.

Yet another companion came into her life at the age of six, and now she had to share her world with him, the so called brother. She had to sacrifice sleeping with her mom during nights, sacrifice her toys, games and fun for his sake.

She grew up to be her dad’s asset!! So she had to sacrifice all her fun for her dad’s sake and study, study, study throughout her life to make him proud!!

Not many friends she could make, not many places she has visited in twenty years of her life span!! Always been a bookworm…

After successfully completing her degree did her sacrifices end there not at all!!

She steps out into the world to make a successful career woman but very soon she realized that, world does not want her to be one. All her twenty years of pain has gone for a toss now… she has to decline all her opportunities for that is what her same dad who thought her to grab all opportunities is advising her.!! Why?? Still to make him proud, this time to make him proud by becoming a responsible lady to take care of a family!! to marry someone And become a successful women like her mom.

Meanwhile she has to sacrifice her friendship at each stage.
These are the biteter sacrifices a girl has made in just twenty years of her life span; imagine the sacrifices she has to make throughout her life. It is not about a single girl but almost every girl born into this world. Every girl is therefore an epitome of sacrifice try to respect her if not at least try not to hurt her.!!!!

CHANGE!!

                 I am entering the sixth month of work almost half a year it’s going to be since I entered the corporate world and ya since I started writing blogs. This being my eighth blog I am very thankful to all those of you who have been supportive from the time I started writing. Having said this I just wonder how the number of responses for my blog has kept changing drastically from each blog I write. My first blog got a great response from all those with whom I shared because it being my first blog, everybody appreciated me, motivated me. All my consecutive blogs have started getting less and less responses, though I share it only with those whom I consider my intimate, I am sitting and wondering why, is it because they don’t like the way I write, is it because they don’t find time, is it because……. So many thoughts keep pondering in my head.

                 yes this blog is about one of my greatest learning about people, people are self-centered in this world.    Everybody is busy with their own life. You call them by any relationship you want brother, sister, uncle, aunt, or the so called friends, best friends, intimate friends, eternal friends, give any name whatsoever to people they are all still self-centered and care only about their life.

When you are happy and you celebrate it you have a whole lot of people there with you to celebrate along with you, but the moment you say you are in trouble the whole lot moves away from you, it is again this self-centered disease of humans.

                 I would like to finish this blog for now but, people you have one life and try to live the life for those who believe in you. Try to spend atleast a few minutes a day for others and see the difference. Try to hear others problems in life and you will realize that you are facing far less challenges in life when compared to so many others.

                My thought again goes back to what I was thinking in the beginning, ya people when I share my blogs with you all, its because I believe you people can make changes in my life even if it is a change of nano size.Please try to respect my belief for you if not me.!!